Stop It
how can you keep talking even as i walk away? you truly think im still listening? its always the same lectures anyways. “you need to grow up…” or “be responsible…” the normal growing up speeches. but the truth is that i dont need that talk anymore. the events of the past and the demands of today have molded the child you once held. youve made me responsible and say im growing up. but are you honestly ready to let me go? your speeches say no. ill love you for eternity but i need help right now. not the talks about what ive already learned. i need talks that will help me make the right decisions in the future. i wll always need you there. you’re my foundation. but now, i need counselors. so please stop it with the lectures and the speechs thatve grown old. i need new advice to be told. i dont need a hand to hold. i need a shove or a bump in the right direction. after that, ill be ready to jump.
Happy Mothers Day! ily
to be the stone. my rock. my foundation. helping me pursue my dreams and understand details unseen. i love you. thank you for the turns in life and being my personal guide. from day one the journey began. ups and downs became my life. my rollercoaster life. this story of chaos displayed before you. when the insanity beings to overpower, you are there. im a scatter of endless contradictions. you help me go through life everyday. thank you mom.
i love you,
yva
